more old media clips… . circa 1988

Abe shorly after leaving ACMTC.

trail of lies

When we received a monetary judgment against ACMTC in the 80′s, they destroyed their properties, and afterwards claimed that we did it, that we vandalized the property we’d just acquired, like that makes a whole lot of sense. Why would we do that?  So we could sell a property few people would want to buy?

Below: Former ACMTC “soldier,” Abraham Lawrence.

Below: Outside wittness

Below: Deborah Lying

Above: Seriously Deborah? That makes so much sense that we’d do that!

she could have sent me to the streets to push a shopping cart… .

Who’s telling the truth?

I never said I was “locked” inside that shed!

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I never (ever) claimed I was locked up inside that shed! I made it clear in my court deposition that I was free to leave, but I was afraid to leave. I stated the same to all news media, although some (it’s true) failed to report it right. That’s called bad or wrongly informed journalism.

Yes, Dr. Phil in the beginning of his Cult Confrontations show did say I was “locked up.” He got that wrong. But if you go beyond the beginning of the show, to where he actually interacts with me—I corrected him then and there! 

Here’s what I said in my court document:

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And here’s what I told the news media:

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Here’s where I corrected Dr. Phil of his error on his show:

you lie Philip Jordan!

Seriously Philip? Is that the best you have? Rebekah and I have been living off of your hard earned labor for over twenty years? And we are lazy b-u-t-t-s, and you’re too decent a guy to say the word “butts?” 

Let me set the record straight. When I left ACMTC I returned to college and got the nursing degree I was going for when I first met Lila Green in 1970. I aced subjects I one time thought I couldn’t understand, graduating with a 3.8 GPA. Then I worked 23 years as a registered nurse caring for your children—I never got a dime of support from you! Not one dime! Like all the other absent fathers in ACMTC, you changed your name, moved a few times, and let your drivers license expire—all to hide from paying child support. 

Screen Shot 2018-02-13 at 9.38.11 PMMessy bun after a messy day. I LOVED MY JOB! Grateful for all the opportunities.

Monster Awakening/Regarding ACMTC


Events in 2012 evoked the sleeping monster that lie dormant in the recesses of my mind. This blog results from them.

For beginners, on Feb 1 of 2012, after years of trying to hold accountable the founders of Aggressive Christianity Missions Training Corps for what they say and for what they do in the name of their god, on neutral ground—in a court of law—a second trial day was set.

James and Deborah Green, self-appointed “Generals” of “god’s end day army”, and Steve Schmierer (Philip Jordan), the Green’s first stalwart follower, their right-hand man, my now ex, and father of three of my children—these 3, as well as a few other religious diehards within the ranks of ACMTC, are the ones I yearn to see be held accountable for the harm they’ve done.

I can’t see inside peoples hearts as Deborah Green claims she can do, but I’m guessing that there are a few current ACMTC members who are as miserable as I was when I was in there. Maybe. Maybe not. Looking back, to me it was like living in a prison, not a literal physical prison with bars, of course, but a mental prison with bars and locks and with few windows to see out of, or to let the light in.

So anyway, on January 31, 2012 I and three other former ACMTC members flew to Grants New Mexico to see them in court. We figured beforehand they wouldn’t show up, just as they didn’t show the first time they were summoned to court back in the late 80’s. From get-go they’ve dodged my California suit, and then judgment, hiding assets and playing keep away and hide and seek.

We were right. They didn’t show.

This story would be long behind them had they only exited Sacramento properly—had they not instead vindicated my truth with their lies, not to mention destroy their Sacramento Compound in the wake of their wrath. They were four lovely older homes. They shattered windows, ripped out plumbing, severed electrical wires, sledge-hammered the walls, and took axes to the wood floors. Passerby’s saw them do it. Ex-members tell stories of doing it. Yet Jim and Deborah Green maintain, not only that they didn’t do it, but that I and my attorney were “indirectly responsible for the vandalism.”



Deep concern for the facts? Undermined and maligned without a fair trial? Why has a judge or a jury not heard both sides of the story? Are you freaking kidding me? Is your mind so impervious that can’t see how insane your statement is?  YOU NEVER SHOWED UP IN COURT!!!  YOU OPTED NOT TO GO TO YOUR OWN TRIALS!!! TWICE. `

Dear Deborah, Jim and Philip,

What the hell is a judge to think or do if you fail to appear in court, if you fail to go to your own trail to represent and defend yourselves? 

Afraid of putting your hands on your holy Bible and lying? No? Then why not just present all your facts? Because your Bible says not to? 

You think you’re so strong and powerful? Let me see one of you bench press the weight of the shame you’ve piled upon others.